I hate having a day off. I can't get anything done with just one day to do it. I can't relax because I know tomorrow I'll have to get up at 5am and no amount of sleeping in just one morning can make up for that. Useless.
Lately I have been using a mantra that isn't panning out as splendidly as I anticipated. I sort of squandered the irresponsible days of my late teens and spent my time getting ridiculous grades in school and being a very sweet girl and having a super responsible workstyle, I mean lifestyle. Ha. Things along that track seemed to be leading into an extraordinarily (sp?) boring life so I dropped out of school, changed majors, covered my arm in permanent ink and changed my social habits. I'm not irresponsible now, but I certainly am exercising more spontaneity and the Peace Corps is definately part of this. It just feels like maybe boring is safer?
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